today was HORRIBLE.
totally horrible.
don't ask me why.
i won't tell.
YOU can't tell too.
(some people who know)
friends are nice when they help;
but awful when they DA ZUI BA.
oh. sharks.
i forgot how to write ZUI in
HANYUPINYIN.
aiyoh i so totally cannot stand school!!
it's so busy and
i just can't keep up with the pace.
i've counted my good night's sleep.
ONLY 2.
since school re-opened.
and i know for ca2 and 3,
i will drop by 2 OR 3 BANDS
see the pattern?
for ca1, i got band one.
for ca2 and/or 3,
i WILL get band 3/4.
sucks lah.
dunno whether it's not enough sleep
or im just STUPID.
i refuse to admit im stupid,
though.
so it MUST be the sleep.
i really want to sleep now,
cos tomorrow have to go joelle's house.
but im still waiting for my EGG PRATA
to come home.
AHH.
my eyes are heavy.
my head is the weight of gold;
not the price of gold.
{helloooo. i accidentally posted this damned post in eugenie's blog?!?!}

look at THIS:
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rattlesnake is cute((: says:
at least ah po looks YOUNG
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
YOUNG=p1
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
HAHA
[c=#BCF906]LINGLI - ;[/c] says:
AHEM.
[c=#BCF906]LINGLI - ;[/c] says:
YOU = MEI LI MAO.
[c=#BCF906]LINGLI - ;[/c] says:
HAHA.
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
pretty cat?
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
HAHAHAHAHA
[c=#BCF906]LINGLI - ;[/c] says:
=.=
[c=#BCF906]LINGLI - ;[/c] says:
RUDE.
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
HAHAHA
[c=#BCF906]LINGLI - ;[/c] says:
YOU PoK.
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
MEE POK?
[c=#BCF906]LINGLI - ;[/c] says:
nevermind, i give up =.=
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haha.
funny right?
anyway, im gonna study history now.
NINE HOURS TWENTY MINUTES
in total of STUDY.
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
HAHA
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
obiquack
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
[c=#BCF906]LINGLI - ;[/c] says:
huh?
rattlesnake is cute((: says:
I GIVE UP((((:
[c=#BCF906]LINGLI - ;[/c] says:
OHHH.

sharks.
i HATE those darn tests.
gives me sooo much stress.
and my science really freaks ME out!
i like just passed only lor.
what the.
sigh...
i don't dare to tell mummy.
FREAKY lah.
but i think im like BELOW BELOW average.
mummsy got so high
and she always like
"no lah. i did very BADLYYY."
oh shut up.
i tell you the next time she says that
i will STRANGLE her.
i MEAN it, mumms.
i HATE hypocrites.
like those who TRY to be humble,
but are actually SO NOT humble.
get what i mean,
MUMMS.
im pissed lah.
mumms didn't take geog and chinese,
which was like so damn hard
and i think i will FAIL geog.
like so TOTALLY FAIL.
chinese should be ok lah.
at least with the backing up of my
zuo wen, ting xie, and yue ji,
whih is like much better than last term.
but then i really scares mumms
does MUCH better than me.
cos of...
something.
and some idiot here
was trying to peep at what
i was typing.
sucks lah.
SOME IDIOT.

sheesh.
i really pity myself.
it's called self-pity.
sigh...
i only started studying for geog
at like 2pm,
which is like about 2 hours ago!
yesh.
and like about 18 hours
before the geog test!!!
im feeeeeel soo stressed.
STRESSSSSS.
gosh.
im still at typing my notes!
AHHH.
i hate stress.
i really do.
------
on friday,
ban practice was much better.
MUCH.
but i still can't read those damn notes.
yeah.
eunice1 taught me the 2nd time we had sectionals.
FARHAHA.
and she tried teaching me and eugenie
how to BREATHE PROPERLY.
and eugenie couldn't breathe.
HAHA.
ohh and after band
i went for the dance concert
"Dream a little dream"
it was nice.
i liked the one with the SUPER CUTE
"abc" song. the little girl was sooo cute.
HAHA.
and their costumes each got different alphabet!!!
i hate the chinesey dances.
GOT THREE LEH.
the music is so freaky.
somehow it sounded like an opera to me.
anyway,
i gotta study now.
toodles.

there's news.
BIG news.
i got a 5.5cm long cut!
(yes, i measured it.)
fine.
that's no BIG news
but it still hurts badly.
and it looks gross too.
and i got it all thanks to squeezing
through a whole crowd of people.
urghh.
even the slightest thing may mean danger.
get what i mean?
now i shall announce the BIG news.
the real one.
desiree's blog was SPAMMED by
some BIMBO gr girl
i think they suspect it's valentina.
if you think it's not BIG news,
then what about lao shi knowing of it??
desiree printed what SHE tagged on her tagboard
and according to someone,
gave it to lao shi.
this IS big freaking news.
it's always gr having this
kan bu shun yan type of problem.
yes.
like that time,
(monday) we
(me, mumms, ama, lingli)
were talking outside 1sy classroom
and these bunch of gr girls were
"studying" for chinese test at OUR table.
so we were laughing and talking,
then the gr girl was like
"SHUT UP LAH!"
oh please.
firstly,
it is OUR table.
and we already let them use.
secondly,
they lin shi bao fuo jiao,
cannot study
still blame others.
they fail their business lah.
not as if they few minutes before
test can absorb anything.
and lastly,
WE have our freedom to talk.
and it was outside OUR classroom.
and they were sitting on the table
outside OUR classroom.
so, if they know NOTHING about
freedom of speech,
they should have NO right AT ALL
to ask us to shut up.
yes.
so, logically,
we rebuked.
so SHUANG.
sometimes i really can't stand
THESE people.
but it's not WORTH blowing up the matter
over them.
later get scolded then
they will secretly be laughing.
oh SHUT UP.

just read lingli's post.
yeah right man lingli,
band was not a killer.
as if.
i had such a horrible time.
the notes so damn high for 1st trumpet!!
but the rest i agree.
the podium.
yes, we had to sit on the chair
which was sitting on the podium.
AND it ended up high x high= high2
HAHA.
and eunice1 was like
"must sit PROPERLY if not can see EVERYTHING"
like umm...
she really didn't NEED to
say it aloud.
at least i guess everyone
(trumpet+trombone section) knew.
yah,
when eunice1 took attendance,
mr yap wanted some "exciting", "new"
and "more interesting" than "present!"
then he went like
"maybe "YO!" "
FARHAHA.
erm...
even eunice1 was quite freaked out..
by what he said.
and when band ended,
he made all of us repeat
"Thank you teachers"
until he was happy.
then he went SECTION by SECTION.
and umm.. eunice2 told us to say it in a...
LOWLOW VOICE.
yes, and he did lor.
HAHA.
imagine how weird it was.
then yap was like
"that was terreeeeebllleee."
(yeah, note THAT word.)
so, he made us say until he happy lah.
so,
band was QUITE fun,
but still...
super SUPER tough for me to catch up.
it's not fair.
lingli has piano grade 6!!!
AND I DON'T.
im gonna die on friday le.
but im looking forward to sectionals lah.
i can use the time to IMPROVE.
positive mindset,
you see.

Please.
It's not ONLY one chapter ok?
Yes I know it IS.
But, the point is that that ONE chapter
is SUPER long.
Maybe two chapters combined?
Or more.
It's just LOOOOONNNNNGGG.
YES.
I really do hope you understand.
And, ah po,
guess what?
I added a new post!
Actually that post was on my other blog-
the pro-ded one.
So, i really need to go type out the LOOONG
chapter's notes.
Which,
of course,
will also be SUPER DUPER LOOONG.
TOODLES.
(Haha. New favourite world. sounds CUTE!!)

my head hurts.
terribly.
this can possibly be the end of millions of brain cells.
yes, the result of studying for SCIENCE TEST!!!
i HATE it.
four chapters. and TOUGH ones.
elements, compounds and mixtures, separation techniques, and SOMETHING else
(that i kind of forgot)
but the point is,
i have only started on chapter 7.
maybe not JUST STARTED,
since i studied it for FOUR HOURS.
and my result is ONLY three pages of notes.
i seriously hope that is enough.
i really want to start on chapter8,
but my eyes and my head...
they hurt everytime i think hard.
urghh...
can't stand it.
and this is only test.
wait till the exam and you'll
see.
me without any hair.
cos i pulled out all of it.
yikes.
absolutely fraking thought.
and how far away is the exam?
darn.
better not think about it.
i shall go to my other blog now.
it shall stress my brain cells more
but
i really want to express my STREESSS!!
AHHHHHH!!!

luckily im like released at 12.
if not i will reach home at 7 instead of 1pm.
oh yeah,
and i totally love high school musical.
not because of zac sfron's voice, zeshan.
i love the SQUEAKY SHOES.
SO COOL. (((:
wildcats in the house..
oh well,
i have created my new blog.
it's not TOTALLY done up yet lah...
did it in 15 min mah (including the skin)
but im gonna add some
"perfect english" posts.
haha.
here's the address.
im lazy to add in my links lah.
http://speakoutloud-.blogspot.com

today saw duckie at the amphi doing the class busking.
she looked funny,
blur blur de. alyssa agrees too((:
but don't worry zeshan,
mine was worse
(even though i bet no one saw ME!!)
and math carn presentation,
mine was postponed to tuesday
(cos the Shanghai students coming
and mrs chia probably wants them to see OURS!!
-sorry im being egoistic!!)
ama's one was some detective thing.
quite cool leh.
got the da vinci code pics.
NICENICE((:
haha. she was doing alot of weird hand actions.
-
i think im gonna start a new blog.
as in not THIS type
but THAT type.
THAT meaning what i think about certain issues.
cos i think that will improve my english,
lit, chinese(oral) by loads.
yepp.
see, im trying to make full use of blogs.
isn't that just...nice?!?
oh well.
it will probably be on my links.
i go create now.
so..TOODLES.

sometimes i just can't stand myself.
you seee,
so much homework,
so little time,
so sleepy,
so hungry...
yet im using the computer...
AND BLOGGING.
am i addicted or what.
sigh...
tomorrow got math carn.
hope it will turn out well.
(i dunno why my posts are getting shorter!!)

serious.
lingli sounds like she's
some boy-crazy "chio"-looking girl.
i am serious.
like the way she talks (on her blog-
the way she talks in person is more
p1ish than the way she talks on her blog.)
not as mature tone as jiejie
or any other crushed-upon girl i know.
haha.
sorry lingli. (((:
sudden thoughts.

sorry siyuan
but rv really pisses me off.
serious.
im FUMING right now.
i mean it.
i was on bus100 JUST now
and the whole bus
STANK
of rv people
i suppose badminton team cos of their rackets.
the girls were either pimply and hairy
some show off act cool nuts
boys...never see lah.
they populated like HALF THE BUS ok.
urghh.
yes,
and the bus stank.
some weird smell-
probably lighter than rubbish bin's
can't stand.
so when i got off the bus,
i immediately walked right right in front.
cant stand.
even when i reached home
they were still slowly pouring out and
walking to the cc.
ohh yah,
if you're thinking why so pissed just cos of that,
some bowl-cut-hair girl and bimbo
were discriminating our school.
guess how good my hearing is.
how good it is
at hearing what others don't want me to hear.
VERY GOOD.
SUPERB-A 'B' MORE THAN SUPER.
and i heard them saying
"ewww...what school is that? scgs ah?"
they were speaking in like
half english half chinese.
please.
speak proper english or
proper chinese.
i really need to calm down.
i COULD HAVE heard wrongly...
but still...
pissed.
*this is strictly NOT for rv eyes.
if you come acroos this,
then im just "sorry".
you can't blame someone for expressing
what he or she thinks right?

wow.
jiang was THAT bad.
there was this girl beside me
and this boy in front of me.
then when i sat down,
the girl was like
"ehh your FRIEND behind you leh.
say hi lah."
wah lao.
where got like that one.
urghh.
freakyy.
ohh and i got the RECORDED high school musical.
ROCKS.
TOTALLY.
i love the squeaky shoes in
get'cha head in the game.
FARHAHA.
im so pissed.
i can't change the format from dvd to vcd.
urghh..
so sad.

AHHHH.
hazel so mean one.
everyone so mean.
no one wants to join jiang with me.
i think im probably just going to die.
die of boredom.
die of loneliness.
die of heart attack.
die of everything.
SO FREAKY OK?
im really freaked out!!!!

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